Why does this happen? 😩

Maria

So I have problems getting turned on I guess that’s the best way to put it. No matter how much forplay stimulation my bf does it never happens some times it feels good but then the feeling goes away and I’m never actually “horny” but it’s weird i never have an orgasm... BUT if I’m alone I can or if I use any kind of vibration I can almost immediately even if I’m not even in the mood. My body just responds and does it. Why can’t my body respond when my bf is doing something. Idk but it’s messing me up mentally I been so upset now that I’m older and realizing cuz I been this way my whole life . I don’t get it