Confused

Melanie

Sooooo my boyfriend & i don’t use protection . We had a miscarriage back in August . My last period was oct 16-20 I’ve had sex plenty of times since then I’ve had bloating random cramping I’ve been tired eating much more or much less . All the same symptoms i had last time I was pregnant except nausea. I’ve token test they said negative . My next expected cycle is in 5 days . What do I do ? I want to be pregnant and it seems impossible since the miscarriage