ladies with C section experience

Paige

I am TTC baby #2 and I am already worried about a repeat C section because my last one was awful! It was emergency C section and my meds wore off before it was over and I was in excruciating pain. I stopped breathing at one point and passed out. I want another baby so bad, but I am just scared that I will end up with another C section and freak out about my last experience and not be able to enjoy the moment! Any words of wisdom?