Emotional rollercoaster

Alexxis • 28. Married. 💍 TTC since 6/1/2018

I want to start off by giving mad props to those of you who have been ttc for years on end. We’ve been trying for about six months and it’s been rough. I can’t begin to imagine what years feels like. Hugs and baby dust to all of you.

I stopped taking the pill in April and had a regular period. And then I had no period. Went to the doctor in August to figure out what’s going on. Of course they don’t “diagnose” infertility until you’ve been ttc for a year 🙄. I’ve had multiple blood tests. First was slightly irregular and second was normal. I also see an acupuncturist. If it’s not helping, it’s at least relaxing.

Doctor put me back on pill so I could have a period. It did work, most miserable period of my life. I was an emotional wreck. I cried everyday over the smallest things. Costco didn’t have my shoe size, meltdown!!

I started using ClearBlue advanced ovulation tests. Of course two days before I ovulated I managed to pee all over the digital wand and it stopped working 🤦🏻‍♀️ (I was camping and had to pee outside)

I’m 8dpo currently and still am a walking emotional wreck. I cry everyday for no apparent reason. I’m hoping either my period regulates or I’m pregnant. My nipples are so sensitive and I’ve had some cramping.

I’m sure I’ll be a disaster if I test and it’s negative, but I just hope if that’s the case my period comes and I can regulate some.

Thanks for letting me rant and vent. Even if no one reads it or comments, at least I’ll feel a little bit better!