So, last week I had someone very close to me pass away suddenly. While I was getting ready for the funeral I told my sister that I’ve been so stressed lately that my period is 8 days late. She had told me that she was four days late.. I told her that people say when someone passes away, someone else gets pregnant and I was hoping it’d be me.. Well, I started my period the day after the funeral. That night I had a dream my sister told me she was pregnant and wanted me to adopt the baby. I woke up the next morning to her calling me and telling me she is pregnant. Honestly, I would’ve been so happy for her, but I’m mad and heartbroken! She has a child already that she has asked me to adopt because she can’t take care of him. Of course, I couldn’t just adopt her child when the father is still involved and they’re going through a custody battle. She’s so irresponsible and selfish and it frustrates me knowing how she is and how hard my husband and I have been trying for a baby. She acts like this child is going to make everything better. My stepmom had called me last night and broke down because she knows how bad we’ve been trying and how much we deserve a baby.. and my sister, who can’t get her shit together, gets knocked up by a guy that no one has even heard of! I seriously had to ask her who the father was!! I’m trying so hard not to be a bitter bitch about this, but it’s hard with everyone around me getting pregnant and then to find out my irresponsible, selfish sister is too! I can’t handle this 😭😭😭 God give me the strength!

Update: My sister called me today and told me that she’s considering abortion, but before she does she wanted to ask me if my husband and I want to adopt the baby!!!! I’m super excited! But also scared. Idk how my husband is going to feel about this. I know he wants to have biological children with me, and idk if he’s going to want to wait to see if we can make that happen or if he’d actually considered raising my sisters baby as our own. I’m going to talk with him about it tonight, any advice on what to say, how to bring it up in the convo, or anything else would be greatly appreciated!!!