I know there are other people on here with bigger problems than mine and i also know there are other people who have waited years and years to finally get pregnant but i cant help be depressed ...ive been trying to get pregnant close to a year now and nothing and its killing me anytime i see anything baby related i bust out in tears anytime i see a mommy with her beautiful baby bump i want to crawl in bed an bawl my eyes out till i cant anymore and wat makes this even worse is my mother in law just had her baby a few days ago dont get me wrong im super happy for her but me an my husband live with them and she'll be coming home soon with the baby and idk how im going to hold it together when i see the baby honestly im really excited to meet her but im just so heart broken that i wont have that same happiness anytime soon . i might just give up on my hopes of being a mother ..idk how many more negative pregnancy test i can handle