Overweight

I'm very overweight and I've been feeling so down about myself lately. Because I feel so shitty about myself I assume that my husband feels the same way and I've been taking it out on him. He says he loves me the way I am but I just have a hard time. I try to find some sexy clothing or lingerie but I don't feel like any would look good on me. I'm pushing 300 lbs. Sorry guys just needed to vent :(