boyss ughh

so im 14 and ive only ever had one boyfriend but ive hooked up with people before but im really insecure about how i look and i feel like no guys like me but then i get mixed sognals and whenever i start talking to a guy i feel like theyre just messing with my feelings and just want to get with me and like im totally comfortable with doing sexual things but i just feel all guys i talk to just want to f*ck me but i want a boy but i dont even need a bf like i just dont know how to feel or what to do