12 Dpo I did everything right I BD when I was supposed to and now am just frustrated I tested BFN surprise surprise 🤦🏽‍♀️ I can no longer have fan anymore because all my energies are focused on getting pregnant 🤰 I am 38 and I just feel like time is running out for me ... i just wiped looked like AF is about to start light brown discharge mixed with clear CM ... AF is due in 2 days ... I thought I had the symptoms of being pregnant but again nothing ... I just want to cry 😭 So bad I just can’t take it anymore ... it’s like everyone keeps getting positives and even vvfl I get nothing ... am sorry I needed to vent it’s almost a year and all is ok with me so why can’t I get knocked up ... I am done trying because my heart can’t take it any more baby dust to you ladies sorry for being negative maybe tomorrow will be a better day for me