Helpppppp

I REALLY don’t feel like being social tonight, it’s day 2 of my period that I’ve been waiting a month for, plus i take the pill, my boyfriends tryna have a bonfire at his house and i wanna go and be there for him but i reaaaallly don’t wanna socialize. Don’t know what the heck to do. I just wanna relax but i want him to be with me because i haven’t seen him all day and i miss him and I’m emotional asf