I constantly get called big or fat! I know what i am and neither one of those words are that! I weight about 230 lbs & i love it.. i use to wish i was smaller but there no changing this. Even tho i cry almost everyday after being called those two words but i never let anyone see me because they will picture me as weak! It’s gets me very emotional I’m only 17 & i know my weight is a lot but i seriously need help on changing it! I’m literally crying while typing this!