incredibly confused about sexuality

t • 17 🏳️‍🌈

All my life i’ve only gotten crushes on boys, but when i think of dicks hahsjaja...i’m almost disgusted. can’t look at them at all. I’ve never had a real crush on a girl but i’m sexually attacted to them. What the hell am I supposed to do? This isn’t even about a label, it’s about how confused I am about being in a relationship. How do I go about it? I was romantically attracted to my ex boyfriend, but the thought of seeing a dick...yikes. I’m so confused and it’s really upsetting. Any advice?

update: i’m dating a trans boy so like...it all fell into place i guess, huh?