My son isn't gaining weight like he should (dropped from the 53 percentile to 12 percentile in weight) so we have to supplement on the afternoon and evening. I'm supposed to pump trice a day so we can try and supplement with breast milk, but i literally cannot find the time. Everytime I do, he wakes up and wants t eat about ten minutes in, and I end up having to bottle feed him what I pumped or he doesn't get enough. So we end up supplementing formula

I also don't get to spend any time with my daughter (4) because I feel like I'm constantly feeding or trying to pump, and I can't go anywhere without the baby because I have no idea when he's going to want to nurse again (sometimes it's 30 minutes after he ate last, sometimes 3 hours)

Part of me is ready to give up and just formula feed him, but I want to breastfeed because of the bond it creates and I know it's so good for him and I both.

I guess just venting and looking for advice or someone who can relate