Recently in sex ed we were told it's super easy to get addicted to porn and I believe it. I don't like penetration and I don't like using my hands but I use a back massager through my clothes. I masturbate like 1-3 times a week but I'm kind of into some dark stuff on pornhub and I feel like it's bad to get off on that stuff and I feel guilty. I'm questioning my sexuality but I feel gross to not being able to get off on vanilla sex and rubbing my clit like normal girls...