I’m so nervous/ scared / annoyed

I can’t wait till the baby is born (December 14) but I’m just not ready to have to deal with the baby father. I don’t know if he would want to fight me about things about the baby, and I fee

Ike he doesn’t even know anything about what to do when the baby is born and I don’t want to have to explain it to him if he doesn’t even do his own research and or even believe me and I just feel like I’m going to have such a hard time. In all honestly I don’t want him there in the delivery room when I’m having her but I know if I say something about me not being comfortable with him there his family and him will tell me something and I just don’t want to deal with it. I’m just every where at the moment and trying not to think about it. I just hope he is busy when she decides to come and for him not to pick up the phone so I can have her peacefully with just my mom by my side.