It's been 2 months now that mom has passed away.. i started a new job and I'm seeing a therapist... Not saying that it's easy. But things haven't been as crazy. I have been able to speak of how I feel more openly about things. And thinking about her doesn't bring me to the bottom of the bowl automatically.. To anyone who is struggling with grief and feeling like your taking too long to get over it..... Take it from me... Take your time.. do what YOU feel like you need to do to move to the next step. People say.m wow 2 months..that's it.. don't get me wrong.. I still have my really bad days... But now I'm able to distinguish between the feelings and emotions I have about past issues and present issues which is a major thing for me... So baby steps... I promise.. it will get better... You will find your self in what seems like a world that makes no sense. Keep your head up