I need help

I'm feeling awfully resentful towards my husband. Our anniversary was yesterday too so I feel a little bad. I just don't understand why his sleep and sanity is more important than mine. Literally all day I feed the baby, hold him, fight him to sleep. He has reflux and seems like a high needs always wants to be held baby. Then I cook dinner. All I ask for is for him to feed him his last bottle and put him to sleep. He barely even does that. Feed him and put him to sleep ONE time a day. He barely grabs a feeding or nap when he is off. Then all week long I get up at 2 am and 6 am with him. So my husband should on the weekends, right? Wrong! He'll either grab 2 am or 6 am but not both. Why?! I have to all week. Even if he just did it one night. I need to recharge too. I start back to work Thursday and he decides we will alternate getting up at 2 am. 🙄🙄🙄 I am burnt out.