I'm laying here in bed bored as hell. My husband is 26 and I'm 36. Right now at this moment he is playing video games. We stayed up til 1am watching movies with the kids. (No school rest of week). Then I laid down with 1 of our 3 littles to get him to sleep. When I move him to his bed 45 mins later I message my husband on his PS4 that I'm bored. He ignored me. So I use the bathroom clean up down there and go into the living like... Hey boy Hey. He said oh well I'm really hungry with the munchies. Um ok is that why you dont wanna have sex with me? He said yeah I'm really high that's one reason. :::smacks forehead:::

My husband works at night 530pm to 830am. On his nights off is prime time for us to... be alone. Or when the kids go off to school. Before my daughter was born (and keep in mind I still had 3 boys of my own) we humped like bunnies. When I got pregnant with my daughter he stopped touching me and looked at porn all the time. And since then we have sex like once a month when I'm ovulating. It was 2 years ago I conformed him about the porn. He says he doesnt do it any more but he must think in stupid. Cuz all he as for his hand jobs and blow jobs. Which I refuse to do anymore. He never wants to do them to me. And tells me there is something wrong with me if sex is the more important to me.

I'm not dead I like sex... I feel like the man of the relationship.

And we do have sex he more worried about getting off and going to bed or going to play video games it last all of 3 secs. Like after 6 years he knows what I like and need to have an O. But no... idk when the last time i came way. So sad.