She says it's about my health but I don't believe it.

A couple of years ago I went through an eating disorder and gained a lot of weight but last year I lost 29 pounds.

I'm 5'2 and I now weigh 121.

I'm not the skinniest person but I'm not fat. I don't particularly like working out but I bike to school everyday (20 minutes ride one way) so I don't think that's unhealthy.

But every time I eat something a bit unhealthy she gets mad at me because then I will get fat. She says me getting fat is her worst nightmare.

Then she gets even more mad if I try to hide what I eat. I hate lying to her and having to hide things but I feel trapped and I've tried to talk to her but it's useless.

She just keeps making me feel worse about myself. Everything I wear it would be prettier if I was skinnier.

I just can't take it anymore.

Sorry for the rant, I just needed to write things down