I need to vent no judgment just advise please😔

Alysia Alexandra • Mason 4/29/2017💚 Arcadio Jr. July/10/2019 ❤️

I just need to vent please with no judgement just some advise please. So I’m currently about 7 weeks pregnant. This pregnancy happened unexpectedly I was on the depo shot and still got pregnant with my boyfriends child. This would be my second baby daddy and I’m just going through so much right now..😔 for one I don’t know how I would tell my sons father I’m about to have another baby when he’s barley even there for my son and I know I’ll never hear the end of it from him or his family. Secondly me and my boyfriend have been going through some stuff and he’s such a great guy to me but a kid right now I don’t know if he could be there financially and physically for when the baby comes. Third I don’t know how my family or my boyfriends family would think about me having another child as him having another child also ... I’ve been thinking about an abortion but the thought of it or even hearing that come out my mouth just makes me so upset and heart broken. I would never in my life think I would ever say that or think it . It could be my emotions getting to me but I’m just thinking of my unborn baby and mines future. I don’t want to struggle my whole life with 2 kids by myself if me and my boyfriend don’t work in the future I’m so scared please nobody think of me as a terrible person I’m just seeking for advise on what I should do. I feel so lost and with nobody to vent to about any of it. This is so hard for me to even process through my head 😔😔😢