I know I sound crazy but idc

My SO just went to sleep after an argument. I’m so pisses off. He woke up for a little bit I told him I loved him and he didn’t say it back. 🤦🏼‍♀️

I wanted sex but I guess we can never have it when I want it. I’ve been begging all weekend.

I am dealing with depression and anxiety and my medicine isn’t working at all. I feel like he should care about that and try to understand what’s happening to me. He just calls me crazy and says pills aren’t going to fix me. And that makes it worse, it makes me so mad that I scream and throw things and that’s not who I am but I can’t control myself or show how I feel. Then afterwards I’ll start crying and instead of trying to hold me and make it better he calls me a crazy bitch and tells me to make him a sandwich.

He’s an asshole 🤦🏼‍♀️ but I know he has a mental disability so he’s very immature about some things.

I really want to hold a pillow over his face right now. I decided to post instead.

I’m tired of feeling like I’m losing my mind