I've gone through 3 back to back miscarriages. This past month was the first time since August that I was not pregnant. We learned its not so much we cant but that I'm not able to carry them. We have 1 daughter who's 5 so I count my blessings that somehow we got her.

I logged in today to check my tracker wondering where she was.. Im like clock work on my start date. When I saw 3 days late I thought theres no way! I didn't track anything in November and it looks like the one time we had sex during my window we got a winner. I'm still in disbelief and now 3 days late. I have an appointment with a new doctor tomorrow just because my old one was garbage and was horrible when I went through the miscarriages. its gonna be something walking in there and saying well I need to confirm a pregnancy too. Given my history I'm hoping theyll go straight for the blood test to check my HCG. At least itll give me an idea if I need to prep myself to go through a 4th loss. not saying anything to my SO yet. Wish me luck! Itd be something to wrap this news and put it under the tree!