I know, this is probably shallow and I’ll probably get a lot of hate for this post, but one of my biggest fears is getting super fat. Like my 600 lb life fat.... My new depression meds have mad me gain a lot of weight, but they are the only meds I’ve tried to help with my depression and keep my anger issues under control so there is no switching to new one. I also have PCOS that has made me gain a shit ton of weight and made it really hard to lose weight. I just stepped on the scale after losing 24 pounds in 2 weeks and I have magically put it all back on and then some. I am 300 pounds! Half way to my fear! HALF FUCKING WAY!! I am going to cry! I don’t know how the weight came back on because I have been doing the exact same stuff that helped me lose the 24 pounds.

I could really use some beginner diets and work outs that do not cost money. I am flat broke. I can’t afford to go to a gym so I need home work outs and can’t afford diets that you have to pay money to participate in. Please help me.... I don’t want to look like this...