Feel like 7 years of hard work was for nothing

Just recently my boyfriend is making small comments things like I’m to needy I’m to skinny (<— he likes bigger girls but I’m just within the healthy weight bracket) today I’ve had a bad day with my anxiety and he just says he needs space and doesn’t try and understand he always makes out in the one in the wrong when I’m not actually doing anything but I’m scared of talking to him about this because he just gets mad and shouts in my face