I feel so sad I’m venting
So my boyfriend is ignoring me for some odd reason and when he gets in his moods he won’t talk to me until a couple hours later. Regardless of the situation and it pisses me off because it instantly puts me in a bad mood! I love him to death I’m just tired of feeling like I’m nothing. I do everything! I feed the dog, the cat, take the trash out, wash clothes, clean my car, buy groceries, buy the dog and cat food, everything! Even when we have a day off he still makes me get up to let the dog out. I don’t mind here and there but it’s always me doing it all. It’s also upsetting me because he quit his second job because he was becoming too lazy to work it. We needed that extra money because we are trying to save.. so now it’s gonna be me the one who has to put gas in his car because he won’t have enough money to put gas in it. I’m sorry I normally don’t talk about him because I love him and that won’t change but another thing is that he says he is gonna marry me but here we are 8 years later and nothing. I’m trying to finish school but you know that’s hard when you work full time trying to support basically both of us making minimum wage. He says he will marry me but when we move into a house and that’s obviously gonna be awhile because I still have to finish school and we aren’t getting anywhere by barely saving. I told him so many times it’s the thought that counts and I would like to be engaged soon so I know we are going somewhere. It’s so frustrating and I can’t live without him. But why won’t he propose? Do anything to show that he is fighting for me. I’m the one who always text him first in the morning and does all the things he should be doing first. It makes me so sad :( I told him multiple times I’m so tired of living in this apartment because is doesn’t feel like home. It’s in a bad area and it makes my depression worse but he doesn’t want to move anywhere unless it’s a home. Like ugh!! And I’m the one saving up this money for us to buy a home with his credit!
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