Depressed, devastated and in a dark place

Krista • Hoping for 🌈 rainbow baby. 💕Miscarriage 2017 and 2018. Baby dust to all you lovely ladies!! 👶🏼Infertility sucks!!!!

Lost two babies in the last two years. Just got diagnosed with lupus.. hopes for a rainbow baby are dwindling now that I know my body may not be able to hold onto a pregnancy. Help! I’m so sad.. so sad... any ladies with experience???