11dpo. Ugh!!

So what I thought was MAYBE the beginning of a line at 9dpo. Still staring at blaring BFN’s. I know it’s still early but I don’t have a good feeling. Tinged cm but no bright consistent spotting. Af due either tomorrow or Friday depending on the app. Temps still elevated at 98.27. Praying but dammit. Ok. Daily vent over lol. Much love ladies. I know this is stupid hard on all of us here. I have also been taking TCM herbs and doing acupuncture 2x weekly for about a month❤️🙏🏻. Acupuncturist is interested in seeing how my af has improved from heavy, painful 1st two days with some clotting. She’s hoping this will have gotten less and I’m interested to see as well. But at the same time I really would rather no af and a bfp..