I really miss breastfeeding

My son is 13 months old and has been weaned for almost a month now. I miss it ☹️ I feel like we’ve lost part of our bond and he has clung on to my husband more now. When he’s home it’s like I don’t matter at all.

I’m pregnant with my second and my milk is gone, my doctor wanted me to stop because I was dropping a lot of weight and passing out. I couldn’t sustain being pregnant, nourishing my body and nursing my son.

I just don’t know how to get him to be close to me again. I miss my snuggle baby who wouldn’t go to anyone besides me. He’s so grown up 😭