BFP the past 4 days but scared of 4th miscarriage

Ashley

I want to be soooo excited but I worry so much. I am scared that it will be another chemical pregnancy or miscarriage. Had 3 already. I have a 6 year old son from a previous relationship but my husband has no kids and I feel like I’m putting him through torture because I’ve had these miscarriages. I’m tired of crying and being angry. I want to be happy about my BFP. (6 weeks currently)