Trying to stay positive

My daughter Carmen Gisele Robinson was born October 23, 2018 at 27 weeks. Her original due date was January 19, 2019.

I never would of expected anything like this. I struggled to get pregnant and then when I finally do , this happens. I keep blaming myself for every little setback she has. On the other hand, she brings me so much joy already. She has so much personality already. She is so cute already ! I love her so much and I hate to see her going through this.

How do you make it through having your baby in the NICU?