Mixed feelings about TTC after MC

Al

Miscarried Oct 1st by D&C (horrible experience) lost baby at 8wk- we tried this month and AF just arrived. Feeling sad and also somewhat relieved as I’m so terrified to go through that loss again. I think stress over a new pregnancy might inhibit our TTC.

Want a baby but so stressed/afraid! Anyone else? Wish I could just relax and welcome a new pregnancy but it’s so complicated!

Anyone else?!