I’m just really sad and needing to vent. My husband isn’t the same man I fell in love with. Hell, maybe I’m not the same woman either. But I miss him. I miss my friend and I miss the way it felt when we were happy and clearly crazy about each other. We got together as a couple in January 2015 and up until about 10 months ago(shortly after marriage) we were perfect. I mean I never imagined us ever getting to this point because things were always so amazing. I don’t want to just give up because it’s hard. I wanted us to try and bring the sparks back and fall in love again. But I don’t even get anywhere when I try to talk to him. It’s like he says what he thinks I want to hear and his actions stay the same. Yeah, I’m sure I’m probably moodier and more stressed now that we live together and everything. I don’t know. I’m just sad, y’all. I miss the person I fell in love with. I miss the person that helped me without being asked, the attentive, funny, clearly in love with me person. My sisters used to say they were jealous because of the way they’d catch him looking at me and smiling. I miss him. And I don’t know what to do anymore to bring it back to how it used to be. 😭☹️