This is hard!!

I knew motherhood was not going to be easy but holy shit I am barely hanging on!! I am 2 weeks PP. My husband has been AMAZING and we have had great support from our family. But, omg I feel like I cant do this and I feel like I will never be happy again. I cant stop crying! I miss my life before baby (I know thats terrible to say). I miss laying and cuddling next to my husband and I just need some normalcy back. Idk what to do. Any positive feedback will be very appreciated ladies. Thank you 😢