Hiii everyone so, I recently ended my one year 4 months relationship because I didn't feel comfortable with him anymore, I had my reasons and tbh I don't miss him but he was firsr kiss and everything except we didn't have sex(no penetration)

But it's been only a week and obviously I still get horny lol but I tried to sext another men and I just couldn't bring myself to do it right.

Idk if it is because I'm used to my ex' sext (even tho i didn't even liked it with him) or it's just the men im talking to, it feels so awkward

Help me please I want my sexuality back 😭😭