So after I O’d I had a dream about taking home pregnancy tests over and over and having a blaring positive every time

(AF being due on 12/1 so I haven’t tested to see one way or the other)

but the last couple nights I’ve dreamt of taking care of other people’s babies and I’m excited and happy no less but it’s such an annoying feeling like I want MY baby already 😩

And now I’m wondering if maybe it’s my subconscious telling myself I’m out and that I should just take a break from trying and enjoy the little ones in my life for now or maybe it’s just from obsessing over this app and googling symptoms and looking at names 😂🤷🏻‍♀️

Please god let December be my month and keep AF far far away this weekend 😔🙏🏼