Going to be a Great-aunt before I'm a mom...

Renee

Just found out from my mom that my oldest niece(21) is pregnant while my boyfriend and I have been trying for 16 months now with no luck. Don't get me wrong I'm happy for my family for the new blessing but I am devastated. I have to fight back tears and going into a depression episode because I have to do a photoshoot soon. I'm also trying to start a Photography business just maybe part-time to get a little extra money.