My husband and I have been trying to conceive our forth for a couple months now and it is open me up to the world of research again. Everything is so terrifying. If you vaccinate you'll kill your baby, if you don't vaccinate you will kill your baby... the internet doesn't feel like an outlet of information, it feels like an abyss of opinions. What do you ladies do with these fears?

Also, we have three beautiful, healthy children and I can't help but shake this fear that if we have more they will not be healthy. Like, just to say it bluntly... If we have a fourth baby they will die and that scares me so bad! I just feel so lucky to have such an amazing relationship with my husband and our kids are all so perfect and healthy and smart and I just can't shake this bad feeling. Does anyone else feel like this?