Venting!

Before I got pregnant, I lost about 50 lbs. I was really into health and fitness. I really believe that is part of the reason I was able to conceive so quickly.

I have had bleeding throughout my pregnancy and I was told I couldn’t workout. I was upset but still am living my life. I am 22 weeks today. I feel absolutely huge. I stopped weighing myself because I was getting obsessed, but I’d guess I’ve gained about 12-15 lbs. I’m struggling SO hard with this. I really am so excited for my babe. But I am having such a hard time watching my body change? I feel awful for feeling so bad about myself.