Why do I feel like I’ve already failed.....

Driving myself crazy looking up everythingggggg and now I’m worried we had too much sex before I got my positive opk so like he didn’t have enough sperm come when it was closer to ovulation idk ugh.. he doesn’t have a low sperm count.. I’m just nuts idek. And because I can’t see it going in me I worry and think what if none came out or very little did I wish I could just chill out.. but I already feel like all the work we put in was all a waste 😩😞