Please don't judge me..

I recently found out my husband cheated (emotional affair that lasted 2 years, as far as I know, it was not physical) .. before we were married.

I found out ON MY OWN through the other woman, he did not tell me but when faced with the evidence, came clean.

Now we are doing marriage counselling because we have five kids and one on the way, the issue is..

I can't stand looking at our wedding photos anymore. I literally deleted all our wedding pictures off my computer because I can't stand the sight of them. I wasn't happy with our photos to begin with but now I just can't stand them. It makes me feel sick.

Is this normal?