Ladies, how do you continue trying after multiple miscarriages?

I just miscarried for the second time and even though I want a little one more than anything, the idea of trying again seems so daunting and exhausting.

I have irregular cycles so have to track with OPK’s, then trying to conceive and then waiting for 2+ weeks to find out if I have to start over with the OPK’s, or live waiting for another miscarriage is so difficult.

I just don’t know if I have it in me.