I can’t fucking believe this . 💔

So ladies I don’t know if I’m wrong for being so mad and hurt . So my fiancé and I have been TTC for almost a year after February next year will be our 1 year of being TTC . And I get a face time call from my sister asking me to verify if her test if actually positive and of course it was there two bright lines ..... I’m so fucking hurt right now because she knows that we’ve been trying for so long now . Also my fiancé and I had a miscarriage last year so she knows or at least I hope she would understand.

I’m more upset at the fact that she doesn’t take care of herself in anyway she smokes 24/7 and doesn’t even have a good job , she literally lives with two of her friends in a 1 bedroom apartment and she doesn’t even know who the father is . . While I’m stable I have a good home a great relationship and I’m here with still no luck . I just feel bad that I’m not happy for her . 😞