So it's a long story but I'll make it short. My husband and I separated for a few months due to an physical altercation. A few months later we decided to work things out and try.

I learned he cheated during the time period we were apart. I felt so betrayed and hurt so I said I cheated to get even but I really never did nothing but have phone conversations....

Fast forward to now he's insecure lately, always accusing me, saying when he called it sounded like I had a dick in my mouth while I'm home with our daughter... He just was acting different. So I went into his wallet after the shower (lately I been praying for God to show me a sign if this marriage is over) something said check... In the deep middle pocket there were a condom that had been used. It had residue on it. I walked in the living room and showed him and he says... "I always knew you were evil and in a cult, you planted that on me" It hurt me to the core because it said on our daughter life he don't know where it came from... I would never ever plant a condom on my husband. I just feel like the trust gone and I have to divorce him. I've made up my mind to file for divorce, but it still hurts. I feel dumb and nieve to ever think he was so innocent and honest. You really never truly know the person you sleep with because how can you cheat and not even be phased to be around your spouse...it's disgusting to me! I feel dirty and I know I'll need to be checked out . But I'm glad the truth is out. Just feel sorry for my daughter