I have been in my abusive relationship for 3 years.

The first 6 months were okay. Now I cant get away..

The other night I was in the bath and I thought I would reactivate my facebook.. within 5 minutes of doing that my boyfriend came in and started going off at me and pushed my head under the water and was drowning me.. while my 5 year old daughter was watching me. Theres been times were he has strangled me where I thought... this is it.. this is where my life ends.

I have tried breaking up with him in the past. But one time he broke into my house at 3am and sliced my leg open with a knife and was standing over me he also locked me in my own home for 3 days.

He threatens that he is going to kill me.

I have run away sleeping at servo stations with my daughter.

Over 3 years he has made me lose my family and my close friends.. I have no one.

I feel like my life is on the line and I cant get away from him.

I left my house as he smashed all my stuff up I managed to get my daughter in the car and leave. He went looking for me sending me emails and threatening me. I have finally gone to the police and told them everything. The reason I havent gone to the police was because he told me if I ever went he would make me a vegetable. I have been to scared. He rocked up to my mums looking for me and kicked all the doors and windows in and my mum called the cops and they got him... I just dont know how long for :( i am now finding a new house and a new school for my daughter ( he is not the father )

I wasnt aware he had a tracker on my phone until he said that comment. The cops have turned it all off for me.