I feel so horrible for feeling horrible when people tell me they are pregnant. I’m happy for them but immediately go into a silent depression. Is this a normal reaction? Trying to get pregnant can be so emotionally draining. Why is it so difficult the second time around? It took me 6 months with my first. It’s been almost a year of trying with apps and ovulation strips. I am so scared to take the next step of meeting with a fertility physician. Any words of advice? I would greatly appreciate it. Thank you all ❤️