Anyone else feel like they fell out of love with their older child(ren) when they had their baby. It’s terrible and I feel like guilty all the tine, it’s like I don’t look at my oldest the same anymore and I have no where near the patience I did prior to having my baby. I constantly feel like a horrible mother And I’m so bored in maternity leave that I’m looking for something, anything to hold my attention that I’m not present for my children.

What is wrong with me? I’m a failure as a mother.

I have a 4 year old and a 5 month old as a single mom