Drear husband MIL and FIL, Is it really that bad?

Is it really that bad that I’m not used to eating dinner somewhere other than the table

Is it really that bad that I’m not used to going weeks without a shower

Is it really that bad that I’m not used to a cold house at night

Is it really that bad that I’m not used to your type of food

Does that really make me a prude because I lived a very different lifestyle than you?

I’m sorry if tables, showers, being warm, and BBQ chicken and salads are too “uptight” for you. I didn’t live a life of luxury but I was clean well fed and had manners.

And I’m sorry sorry that I hate eating on the couch/floor, being dirty, being so cold I feel like I’m stepping on glass, Or eating grease with a side of potato’s with every meal (we only have dinner and that’s the only time I eat till the next day) (I like vegetable too)

Because I’m getting sick 😷

Edit: I’m a SAHM. There is no one to take care of my baby and I don’t trust anyone to watch him in the first place. And as embarrassing as it is to admit I’m and adult who hasn’t finished school...

We live with my husbands parents because we are trying to catch up on bills after unfortunate and unforeseen events. The times we do get lunch meat and bread for my husbands lunch (we rarely do this) his parents say we waste out money on junk food. They consider anything that isn’t deer/pig meat (that they have slaughtered thereselve) to be junk food