Discouraged

I’ve been trying to get pregnant on and off for years. This past two months I’ve actually started being faithful to my bbt charting, using my Clearblue Advance ovulation predictor, taking clomid of day 3 of my period, going to get follicular sonograms on day 14/15, taking hcg trigger shots, progesterone suppositories. I’ve spent a lot of money on these things and feel the twinge of disappointment and discouragement at the first twinge of a cramp. I really hate the two week waiting period to only be disappointed when my period comes. Feeling really blue