Tmi...

I'm too fucking fat to wipe my own ass, y'all. I have weighed more in the past, but lost about 60 pounds. Then my little sister died, I moved from florida to nevada, after just buying my first house with my new husband in florida, to raise her kids, then he cheats on me ( over the internet) with a girl in florida and moves back there to be with her. Between working full time and being a full time mom over night, I've totally let myself go and I'm at a loss. I know it's all my own choices that's caused my eight gain. I don't even regret my husband leaving. I just need to find the will to give a shit about myself and my health and I have no idea where to start. On top of all this, I've still been dealing with the house in florida. We had tenants who just stopped paying rent in may and I've been eating the entire cost of the mortgage myself. So maybe i'm just here to bitch. Anyone else have similar issues any tips? I was on depression medication but found it was making my depression worse. I've had more of my humor back and feel more like myself since i'm off the meds but still not sure how to take hold of my weight. Thanks everyone!