Overly stressing...

Venting:

I’m currently 33+3 weeks and I’m so sad to say that I’m not prepared at all 😩 everything was going great until my employer decided to go out of business. Cant seem to find another job due to being pregnant.. My husband is the sole household provider at the moment and is already paying everything and I feel so bad. Figured I’d get some help with baby needs for my baby shower but for one people that rsvp’d didn’t show up and I really didn’t get anything I really needed, don’t get me wrong I’m very grateful for the things baby got, but it was only a handful of clothes for when he’s 6+ months older and only a few packs of diapers... so now I’m literally in the predicament of having to buy everything myself and hope my older boys understand why Christmas is going to be a bit “small” this year 😳😩